Dear Readers,

Happy New Years Everyone!!!!
I personally can not believe the year just winded up like that, for me i feel like Thanksgiving, Christmas and all should have been a warning enough but no its like the warning never came … Last year to me felt like three four years all in one, i swear it was that long. I had like the toughest school year being my final, i had a great experience interning for POST RESEARCH INSTITUTE Doing phenomenal things like education women and the youths on human rights, dealing with like seminars for educating on peace culture and also saving the environment, epic time i tell you, i also got to graduate ohh it felt like the long wait was over, little did i know

 

Yes the wait was over after a 4 year journey that came with so much growth and achievements and failures too and what also gave me the best experiences and even the passion for blogging, it was time to close one and open a new leaf, i was nervous like anyone else that would ask themselves now what, But then i held on to the little hope in me that it will be okay

Fast forward another year now, months later, i feel like i am more or less in the same spot of uncertainty  only now i am more okay i can admit, i still don”t know what my future holds but unlike last year i am okay with it, i realise putting a lot of pressure on myself will not change anything, so i wait for the future with open arms, i look forward to 2018 being a phenomenal year

Last night a very good friend of mine, she believes in horoscopes and stuff and i would always taunt her that is “juju”  bitta! But we would play around , she believes in that and i for one told her as long as that works for you then that is what matters, we all need something we believe in, it holds us more closer to hope i believe, She said “your a Scorpio right, well this is your year” and i just told her off, but later on after the conversation i though why wouldn’t it be, well i am ready for you either way 2018…

So for anyone out there that sometimes feels, stuck and just doesn’t know what tomorrow holds, i would say live today worry about now and that it, it doesn’t kill us to live in the moment it actually makes us wiser better and alive, its better to be dead than be alive and yet not live….

 

*** XOXO***