Dearest Readers,

i have been gone for a bit, i wish i could say i have been too busy to write but then, the truth of the matter is i guess i have beeng struggling to find myself, you know everyone would tell you.. get done with school get a job do this and that and they all make it seem all to easy, although in my case they made it seem all too hard also seeing as there people you know that graduted and are still out here looking for a job this and that so it gets fustrating, some people expect you to just you know forget your dreams and go for anything and honestly the economy expects you to do tat, highly everyone would ask what did you major in and the minute you say ” Social work” they have a dissapointed look on their face like trying to say ohh ohh you wont be as lucky, some would ask whats that about and others would dare question your priorities and its tough i wont lie, but then again there would be the logical people some that know what social work is about and are hopeful for you some that have no idea what it is but still wont be negative about it and some that would just help you share your dream, all along you have to realise what do you want for you, because at the end of the day its just you, if you decide to make a choice to please anyone but you then you have no different to all those negative to you about you..you would have messed up with your dreams and goals, your self esteem your worth you would be looking at your future through other peoples eyes and its now ther expectations society expectations and visions so then who are you again??

And that my dears is what i have hd to battle worh this past few months, i am still hopefull and well it remains unseen but this holiday season i choose to celebrate life with my beloved ones, it doesnt matter that i dont see myself where i want to be, what matters is im still here and alive and i will get there in God’s timing and for that i am Thankful…

Happy Holdays❣️